if i close my eyelids softly,
i can trap both of my eyes.
take them by surprise.
i am falling back into the trap,
into and through time and space.
to feel. to kill. erase.
i live in fear of what i endear,
i love what i cannot reach.
i learn what no one can teach.
inside my mind, i hide and find,
sleep for eternity,
until it is time to be.